It's a monday morning. There isn't school today.
Probably a day to take everything slowly .
Haha, was Gackt's birthday yesterday :)
I kept my promise and smiled throughout the day, even when something went wrong.
Mum thought i went mad.
Guess this blog's really old and well, neglected.
I'll try to make it a point to update more often :)
Or maybe make a new blog with new stuffs.
But i won't delete this blog.
It has everything :)

Been thinking a lot bout my music paths and so these few days.
It's a sentimental feeling you won't understand.
Haha, sighs, it's so darn complicated.

0407, the day i realized you were gone as well.

0407. GACKT.
It's now pass midnight in Japan.
And so, it's gackt birthday :)
To 'celebrate', i put on the first song i'd ever heard from him.
As i watched the video, everything suddenly came back.
It's been so long.
It's really been a long time.
Ok, i'm still young.
But i consider it old.
And then i'd be thinking, oh god, how'd i feel at 39?
Just like gackt, now :')
Thinking back.
Really, life is too short.
I had a great day today.
I have a great life.
And i'm gonna live it.
I really respect Gackt cause his music really touches.
And i really look up to him.
If i ever were to, i wanna create music just like him :')
Anyway, 生日おめでとう, ガクト。私は永久に愛する! :')

Last song.

HI. EXAMS ARE OVER.
AND YES, I KNOW THIS BLOG IS TERRIBLY DEAD.
And also, out to Umairah, Rest In Peace.
I don't know, i just cried my eyes out.
FZN said that you were in a better place.
That i should be happier.
But i felt that, you should've held on.
The battle wasn't easy.
But at least you've tried your best.
See you in your next life :)

Leaving with a ton of regrets is the most terrible thing
that could happen to anyone.
One moment you're here, the next, you're gone.
I've always tried to treasure everything.
But really, when some one just leaves,
you can't stop crying.
Even if i didn't know her,
it was just like, a tragedy.
She's only a teen.
And just like that, she got called home.
Gone with the wind, huh.

Yeah, so exams are over.
Was supposed to be a happy situation.
Stayed back for Japanese course.
After the briefing with parents, Mrs yip came in.
Her eyes were red.
I presumed she knew.
Yeah. Then i started crying.

It's amazing. If you look, everyone who doesn't know her,
everyone in school's wishing her all the best.
It's an amazing power that moves people.
It's touching.

I mean, of course she left with regrets.
She didn't even get her cue to say goodbye.
It's really sad.

Gone with the wind.



HELLO.
TERM 2 HAS STARTED.
AND IT'S LIVING HELL, I SWEAR.
Seriously, for the whole week,
my total sleep time accounts to
13.5 hours only;
of which i am capable of accomplishing in a day.
Apparently, i'm not feeling tired at all.
Guess my body's used to it.
I LOVE CAFFEINE. WHEE.

Had home ecs today.
Which i was freaking out yest.
Anyway, was a huge success :D
Yuannie and me have great teamwork~ BWAAAHHAHAHAHA
She kept going like,
'I CAN'T STOP LOOKING AT OURS! IT'S THE PRETTIEST!'
Talk about modesty. HAHAHAHA.
Oh, and Zhenna Fang doesn't know the meaning of modesty.
Anyway, back to HE.
Our whole look was so tropical XD
Love it. Was kinda cool anyway~ :D
I think we scored for it.
YAY! I was so fed up over the term 1 home ec overall.
Hope this'll maintain, though i highly doubt so
cause there's still coursework.
And at the end of the year, there's gonna be sewing.
I'd rather cook.

The rest of the groups made pasta and such.
Westen-y.
Claudia (Oops. I typed Claudio) presented her noodles
by placing a stalk of greens right in the centre-.-
Made it look like a grave.
Bweginee made cheese on scallops with baked potatoes.
HAHAHAHAHAHA. Not bad.
And the Katie made pasta.
IT WAS SUPER NICE.
Except for the fact that it was cold.
It it was served warm, i'd wipe it off :D
YEAHYEAH, I'VE BEEN GLUTTONING.
PARDON ME.
Saw group 2's pics.
Used Yuannie's phone to take photos
cause i didn't bring my phone down.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I want the pics!!!

AH~ Come to think of it, home ecs is really fun at times :D
Head prefect today.
My vote was rather accounted for~
Eh, then Mrs Shum didn't come today.
Left us with homework and bits to study ):
THERE'S STILL SO MUCH WORK
AND TO TOP IT OFF,
PIANO RESUMES AND THERE'S GONNA BE AN SA CONCERT.
Eh. Feel kinda bad for not going for InTempo ):
Band tomorrow~ AH.

Eating my home ec food now.
Added cheese :3
Everybody seemed so dead today.
Bleh. And uh, shortlist is out for the Japan trip.
Danielle didn't get in ):
Thinking really hard about it now :X
I wanna go for one CIP trip :)

Just made yogurt~
Apparently, the yogurt turns out to be sour yogurt :X
I didn't know~
Dad and i one with a cup each.
Yuannie's yogurt turned out to be UNEXPECTEDLY GOOD.
Shocked when i tasted it :O
GAHHHHH. So full now.
Ate so much.
Gonna do intensive work out.
Ate chocolate. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA

OKOK. And here's a shoutout to DANIAO NG.
Don't sad sad lah.
If possible, i would reaaaaaaaaaaaaaally love to go
to Japan with you ):
Hope everything's fine.
Btw, i didn't get to taste your home ec food-.-
HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

OKOK. Then as usual, hectic schedules.
I'm rather used to the 'no-sleep-time' thing now.
YAY.

cause i knew that if i heard your voice, i'd cry.

The far side.

Hello:D
I'm kinda free now so i'm gonna blog! :D
Bwaha. My blog's too dead for anyone to read.
Anyway, it's the holidays.
And it ain't a holiday, really.
It's really been hectic.
But i think i'll still survive :)

Loving SID now :)
HAHAHAHA.
It's beautiful :)
Oh and, i gave up on you.
Sorry to leave you behind, i'm kinda deliberating now... ):

ANYWAY. YESTERDAY WAS SHOPATHON 2010.
SUPER GREAT MUCH :D
HAHAHAHAHA. Fun.
Ran like mad with the facil, sumiko and gracia.
HAHHAHAHHAHAHA.
I wanted to take the escalator when someone reminded me we couldn't -.-

First task: Find this guy wearing this shirt.
And the guy turned out to be a drag queen
that we found really hilarious.
HAHAHAHA.
Liked him so much grace, shalyn, sweetha and me
went back to find him and take pics! :D
Really nice guy :D
SAW HIS REAL FACE.
Hilarious. He was wearing a blonde wig,
lipstick, sunglasses, a hat and jacket
to hide the shirt from us.
Grace spotted him ;D
Not bad ah.

Eh, came in 2nd in group A. But not overall.
HAHAHAHA. It's ok~ Was really fun anyway.
I beat sumiko in hula hoop~ WOO!
Oh and, sumiko got rover-ed on 987.
BWAHAHAHAHAHHAHA. She was so scared.
Great day yest.

Zhenna came to support me! :D
LOVE LOVE! :D
It's seriously not easy to
find someone without a phone-.-
Luckily she went out and saw me :D
HHAHAHAHHA.
After the results, went to eat.
Oh yeah. Got seriously BOMBARDED by seniors.
Flag day. HAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAH. Zhenna donated till she had 7 stickers and a pen.

Before shopathon started, was walking around.
Saw adeline and elza with the coin can.
I wanted to donate,
but apparently, elza was trying to avoid me-.-
No idea why.
I want to donate, but you don't want me to.
BWAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Oh and, my converse cut me deep ):
HAHAHAH. That's what you get for neglecting it.

OKOK. Back to after Shopathon.
Went with zhenna, who was so super hungry
she couldn't really walk anymore, for late lunch.
Ate pepper lunch.
It's her first time eating. BWAHAHHAHAHAHAH
And i got burnt by the claypot plate quite a number or times-.-
She was feeling kinda dead so,
went to macs. Zenna fang bought a BIG COKE.
Oh. I just realized she's always been drinking
BIG. No small. HAHAHHAHAHAHA.
Went to buy yami~ It looked like ice cream.
So i expected ice cream taste and forgot that it was yoghurt.
SOUR. Eh.
Bumped into MORE seniors. Donate.
Best, when i was about to throw away the yami cup,
bumped into JING WEN AND YING.
YAY.
Donate lorh~

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH.
Then we went to sasa.
I was the one who wanted to buy something
and zenna fang ended up buying more things than me
when she was complaining-.-
BEST.
While browsing,
the sales lady asked us if we wanted masks.
Zenna fang was so speechless and i laughed so hard till i almost fell to the floor.

Bwaha. Then we went to top up her card.
THE MACHINE JUST REFUSED TO ACCEPT THE NOTE.
Until i realized it stated:
'Maximum change of $4'
-.-
Anyway, said bye bye and went home.
Pretty much my day.
HAHAHAHAHAAH.
I realized, this is the first time in at least 2 years that i typed
out my full day story. YAY.
There's a lot of work to be done
and i keep telling myself to do it
but apparently i'm still with the
'Tomorrow, tomorrow" mood ):
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
So many things to do, so little time.

I've always slept
At a distance so close
I won't miss hearing
Even the sound of your lips drying
Even though
I'd resolved to sleep after you today
It felt so cosy
Wrapped up in you
That I fell asleep first

The far side

just go; i give you my word and i promise to love you
go; it's over
just go; to us, it never existed.
i guess there wasn't anything from the start.
i'll be fine after a few drops; trust me.
cause i know i'll be happy when you are.
just to be able to be next to you
to laugh, i'll be satisfied.
thanks. i loved you.