It's a monday morning. There isn't school today.
Probably a day to take everything slowly .
Haha, was Gackt's birthday yesterday :)
I kept my promise and smiled throughout the day, even when something went wrong.
Mum thought i went mad.
Guess this blog's really old and well, neglected.
I'll try to make it a point to update more often :)
Or maybe make a new blog with new stuffs.
But i won't delete this blog.
It has everything :)

Been thinking a lot bout my music paths and so these few days.
It's a sentimental feeling you won't understand.
Haha, sighs, it's so darn complicated.

0407, the day i realized you were gone as well.

0407. GACKT.
It's now pass midnight in Japan.
And so, it's gackt birthday :)
To 'celebrate', i put on the first song i'd ever heard from him.
As i watched the video, everything suddenly came back.
It's been so long.
It's really been a long time.
Ok, i'm still young.
But i consider it old.
And then i'd be thinking, oh god, how'd i feel at 39?
Just like gackt, now :')
Thinking back.
Really, life is too short.
I had a great day today.
I have a great life.
And i'm gonna live it.
I really respect Gackt cause his music really touches.
And i really look up to him.
If i ever were to, i wanna create music just like him :')
Anyway, 生日おめでとう, ガクト。私は永久に愛する! :')

Last song.